graphic cred to @5sostfln !! thanks radish! 

y’all it’s that time again where i get all gross n happy about having friends. 

first off, thank you for 1k followers. It’s, to the people i’m going to mention, probably a really wimpy number but hey! i’m happy regardless. 

also

like my last ff i’m only adding mutuals/people i consider my good friends because actual ff’s take fuckign ages and i jsut. so anyway let’s get rollin;

honorable mentions to people who i dont know enough/am too tired to yell at:

asher emma sophia iris may yabing meghan rey taia kalie sedona 

georgia mari becca molly  lauren amanda cass matt  leah gen 

yey les go:

CAIAH carpool, cockring, chlamydia, california roll, i fucking love you so much. i get so excited skyping you like every other day and u make me so fuckvfucjkfi h apyp y pg.  you always listen to me and make me feel so loved and idk what it is but we hit it off so quick. you’re so selfless and generous ):. it makes me feel insanly bad i could never be as good as a person as you are. never stop being you caiah. you’re so wonderful i am absolutely blessed to have a friend like you. i honestly can’t believe i’ve  been blessed w the best baba of my entire life.

JOSI don’t evene get me stardted on you you peieve of shit. josi :.) my grandpa, i haet  u so fuckign mcuh. yourE THE WORST . the wors t of the wors toworts. wort. i hoenstly canr compleimtne u anymroe.  u ruing m y life so fuckign much. jso what am i syaign i fuckign loev u so mcuh im goign to cry. ur the best.

MARI mar u are the worst human being to ever walk this fuckigng planet. yourer a fugly biyotchand i can’t belueve im still fcjign frinds with u. u annoy the absolute shti out of me and it’s sych a shame i’m still attached to u. i hate how ur so fukgun nice to me. i hate heo you alway socmpliemtn me. i hate  how u  always have my back ):<. oh my fuckign god i get so frustrated when u listen to me sing and call me babe. ihate that i lvoe u so much and  i can’t beliegev i’m too nic to fuckign expose you.

ASHLYN u r the cutest pecan ever and i love u so much. don’t try me tho bc then i’ll be digging your fucking grave. that’s all.

MICH mich ))): my gf who lives across the fucking seas from me )): it’s so fucking haRD TO COMMUNICATE BUT I LOVE OUR INTERACTIONS. you’re so kind and supportive, so understanding and optimistic…i love it. i love it so much and i love you. thank you so much for sticking w me even though we don’t talk nearly as much as we used to xx.

REGGIE reggie we are two of the most unfunny people who think what we say is funny as hell. i love it. i can’t believe we met mourning over disconnected being taken off the set list. tragic. you’ve been a great friend for the entirety of our four month friendship. i don’t think i’ve ever gotten mad at u?? which honestl y is  a surprise seeinf as we roast each other way too much?? anyway reg, i love u and ur amazing. stay beautiful beybeh

EMMA-JANE emma we’ve only been talking for like … two days? ?? but we’ve established that you are indeed, my true mother :.). emma you’re honestly so funny and you make me laugh until my stomach fucking aches n i hate u 4 that :/. although you believe michael is a bottom in malum (crazy ya’ll right???) i still am somewhat able to push that aside and realize that i am absolutely in love with the concept of calum being an alien. than k 

CHLOE  chloe where do i fucking start. omg. chloe you are one of the most supportive and kind hearted people i know. you have absolutely no problem standing up to some sick bastards on this site and i envy your ability to do so. you not only make these problems known, but educate others and why the whatever said situation is wrong. that’s fucking incredible. not only that but you often turn it into some kind of something of a sardonic thing i love it. not only that but you’rE FUCKIGN HILARIOSU I LVOE YOUR HUMOR SO MUCH IT MAKES ME FUCKIGND DIE UHEISVUSAKOPKV[E/. we often talk while im getting ready for school in the morning and i lov it. talking to you gets me up and somewhat excited for the day. so thank u chloe. thank you for your positiveness, your woke-ness, and most importantly, staying genuine. i love you so much. 

JESSA bitch ): talk to me againnnn. i lov u )): ur visuals distroy me tho n that sorta pisses me off but ur selfies save me :-). p.s. i have more photos u can use for visuals hmu

LUCY you’re my fucking mitam buddy i lov u so much lucy. u were actually one of the last entries to our network and i didn’t even fully read it i just told reg to add u and thanK GOD. you’re so fucking funny i dont get it. half the times im laughing at you because i don’t understand what you mean but  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯. you also listen to alot of the same artists as me??? fuck i love that?? that makes my boner so ?? hard?? ? i lov u so much lucy stay beautiful 

HELENA i don’t even know much about you bro but we both have a kermit kink and i dig that. much lov 

those are all the personal mentions im making and im like 1000000000000000000000000000000% positive i left some people out and im so fucking sorry for that but just to everyone whos reading this, mutual/follower or not:

  I’m so proud of you for making it through 2k15. This year was really fucked for a lot of people. whether it be family problems, mental health, social injustice, unhealthy relationships, etc, I’m just so proud of every single one of you. I promise you things will get better soon, cross my heart. I am insanely blessed to be in such a loving community and if you ever, ever feel alone, or unloved, I am here. I am here and I am your friend. I love you all and hope for the absolute best in your futures. 

thank you and happy new year